Wednesday, February 09, 2005

Kung Hei Fat Choi

Kung Hei Fat Choi! I had a good and productive night last night because I was able to do some household chores before going to bed. Ate came home at 2AM way past the fireworks of the Chinese New Year! And this really got me mad/upset the next morning. She told me that she's seeing a friend but I discovered from a text message that she's drinking with her student. How rude is that? Drinking with your student!? Let's see if you won't get fired when your bosses find out. But that really won't cause a fuss on me, I got mad because she lied! But it's still not confirmed anyway. My instinct tells me that she also got money from my wallet.. and that made me recount all the money I spent since I withdrew money from the bank and gladly, it was accounted for. Yes, you won't believe the dishonesty that goes around my family. Before she left this morning, she told me to pray for her because she's due to get fired daw. I can't really take it and I wanted to tell her that she deserved it. And she's now the one who thinks that malas/bad luck kept following her. But I still prayed for her cause I don't want her to get depressed. She's sick and has a lot of frustrations in life. But I love my sis and I'm really concerned about her. I don't know how to tell her this : that she should change for the better, and that life is not a party (yes! she thinks so!!) most especially if she can't afford it and that she has a lot of responsibilities now...and these things can go on and on like I'm the older sis here. Enough of this, makes me sick and upset. Just PUSH.
Since it's Chinese New Year today, I wore the lucky red color at the office and unsurprisingly - a lot of my officemates did too. It's like Chinatown here combined with tikoy from an officemate :-) And it's also Ash Wednesday, one obligation that I didn't reliqiously abide by when I was Catholic. I should be lucky the whole year round starting today.. yes today!!
I tried to make a list of the things I wan't/have to learn and the things I want to purchase. Yes, I want to plan it all. I started with my linux review.. cuz I really have to...and discovered why my progress is too slow.. I daydream a lot and lose focus on what I do so I end up without accomplishment. This is one thing I have to work on. PUSH + FOCUS combined...
I plan to go to the gym after office just for sauna. It's hard-earned money and I have to get my value for that.