The blogger that I'm not

This has really come a long way... as I've read from my first blog.. I'm not a blogger:-) So, I guess, I deserve congratulations! Hehe! But a lot of company hours gets spent on this thing. imagine getting paid for doing this?? Wala lang.. random thoughts..
Yesterday, I was beginning to doubt if I am a swerte person so a lot of bad luck happened to me. First, I got left by the 5:30 trip. So I decided to treat myself at Starbucks! Yummy.. I'm never a starbucks person, I wouldnt normally buy even if all my friends did, damn.. it's so expensive! Having researched how cheap the ingredients would cost, and how much they sell the products there.. i'm totally not convinced to buy there. Well, except for the fact that you see the really sosi people around.. well again, i don't belong with them and i'll just feel so small so why be around them? Anyways, I still bought coffee.. no.. frappe rather. It was just a treat/healing for frustration. And I also decided that I should also buy their coffee every once in a while. Yes! As a reward to my self.. I deserve it. I'm working, and it's painful if I won't feel getting compensated for it. Soon burns me out. Is this a total bad luck? Maybe, maybe not.. got some brainstorming goin..
Number 2: it rained. I wasn't able to attend the Growth Group at GCF.. I've been absent twice.. the first, they didn't hold it but I was there..
Number 3: My eyes are getting worse. It's at its worst yesterday. I feel going blind.. cuz I can't keep my right eye open for long. Otherwise, it feels like being pricked by a needle. The doctor the the Physical Exam advised me to wear glasses. And it's only now that I realize that I might really need to wear one. Lately, I recognize that I have to really exert effort looking at the Projector.. So there it goes, bad luck attracts bad luck..